second post for the day.............

i feel 98% lethargic.........

help.........it'smakingmesomadsomad...

i can't cry.... not at home.... only somewhere i feel safe to cry...

everyone has started revisions on stats... exams this fri.. i haven't even started...not one look..

...

kan dao wo zhe yang

ni you he fan ying ?

sometimes i miss the old me ...

sometimes i hate those days ...

sometimes i think back without knowing ...

... i could have felt much better if i don't ...

where is my rainbow ... ?

... to miss is an illness ... am i sick ?

i am seriously seriously ill

i don't care about others now

i have feelings

haven't you thought what will happen next ?

i want you to tell me in the face ...

what is your true answer ... ...

but ...

where are you in the first place ?

everytime i tried to leave something keeps pulling me back

i tell myself that it's impossible to have you as my boy, cause it's just a no, i don't believe

am i wrong ?

tell me .

you .

i want to hear it from you, no one else .

always the same thing happening on me . i don't like those who like me, but i like those who don't like me .

always .

:'(